Du Bois’ work “Of Our Spiritual Strivings” examines the hardships which African Americans continue to face in this country. He breaks down the black experience from the moment which he realized he was different than his white classmates, up through the systematic oppression which follows him throughout his adulthood.
Beginning with how it feels to be a “problem”, Du Bois gives a vivid account of life beneath a colored veil. The peculiarity of being an outcast unworthy of opportunities granted to white men only creates strife in his adolescence. He dreams of reaching his own excellence rather than existing in the shadows of white man’s success. Du Bois finds himself continuously comparing himself to his oppressors only letting “him see himself through the revelation of the other world” but it is difficult to live “always looking at one’s self through the eyes of others”. This sentiment is similar to that outlined in Kaplan’s work on identity. A great deal of stress can be created when one’s own personal identity differs from the identity being mirrored back by society. Du Bois labels this as a certain two-ness he experiences in the United States. His American identity conflicts with his black identity, but he knows that it is more advantageous to merge the two rather than succumb to one or the other. He wishes not to Africanize the American culture because he sees the beneficial ways in which this society functions. Still, he will not bleach his soul and eradicate his heritage. This identity crisis of sorts leads to immense cognitive dissonance which leads to despair across the black community and a sense of hopelessness.
Du Bois argues that emancipation would create a stable climate where the black man may flourish, but America is not holding true their guarantee of freedom. As a result, “the Nation has not yet found peace from its sins; the freedman has not yet found in freedom his promised land’. There is a vast and deeply rooted prejudice that impacts every facet of life and success for an enormous community. This double consciousness leads to self questioning and doubt. Our society wants African Americans to be content with their place in civilization and submit to the agenda white men have given them. Du Bois articulates this deep sense of hopelessness and lack of motivation to strive for better because “we cannot write, our voting is vain; what need of education, since we must always cook and serve?”.
Du Bois paints a bleak picture of the African American experience. His accounts are vivid and personal, and opened my eyes to the deep strife that he has endured because of his identity. I am curious to know what solutions for this country he might have which would stop this cycle of systematic oppression. He speaks of emancipation and liberty, but no specific plan of action is mentioned. I would be interested in his ideas surrounding the means of breaking the flow of inferiority and hopelessness amongst his peers in a way which might kickstart a positive environment.

